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Sunday, December 1, 2013
KENKA NANANGKO
- KABLAAWANKAYO.
Thursday, August 15, 2013
Saturday, March 2, 2013
FISHING as a way of LIFE
Going back to my childhood years I could recall my fishing days with my Old Man using the old traditional way of hand fishing and weaved bamboo traps in the rivers, streams and canals of our farm at the foot of the beautiful Sierra Madre Mountain in the Northern Province of the Philippines (Barrio Luzon) catching delicious crabs, shrimps and fishes.
As a kid I used to steal my brothers' hooks and used rice sack's fibres as my fishing line with a bamboo pole as a rod. A very simple-innocent way yet so effective way of fishing for I caught fishes too. I remember one experience that's still very fresh in my mind when me and my sister Benalyn caught a big catfish from the stream beside our farm house. We were shouting, dancing and singing as we bring home the big catch trying to tell the neighbors how happy we were catching a big fish.
I was born a farm boy in a remote mountainous community where there's plenty of fresh water fishes but we moved to the plaza proper of our small town Claveria (they call the Coastal Paradise of the North) when I was eight years old and the house my father built is located few meters away from the seashore. So, I grew up literally around the neighbourhood of fishing folks where fishing is the primary source of living and it is a way of life.
They fish before the sun rises and retires late at night just to survive and feed their family. Poverty is so rampant in our community that most of the kids from these poor families can’t afford to continue in going to College or University that’s why they end up fishing in the waters of our hometown until they reach their maturity and finally starts their own family.
I have witnessed with my own eyes how people fish just to survive and it was inculcated in my very young mind from my childhood years to help these folks if I ever have the chance. In the fight for poverty I have seen with my own eyes how people in the coastal place of our small-town lost their fingers and arms or died from illegal dynamite fishing and seen how the big cruel waves of the sea wrecked small boats of our local fishermen trying to brave the storms of the sea just to go out and fish for the survival of their family.
In our community I have my own circle of friends we call it Barkada. They are all ascendants of experienced fishermen from our community. We never get tired of fishing. We fish every afternoon after school and spent our weekends mostly in the seashore fishing if not in the farm with my father. But even if my father and I had to work in the farm I always have a fishing line with me.
I remember when I was still in the Seminary that I was caught fishing in the bank of the stream at the back of the seminary instead of getting a mandatory siesta (short sleep) at one o’clock in the afternoon. This is the fun part: I was asked to kneel on my knees and say the rosary on that same spot where he caught me.
Fishing became a part of me that even when I already finished my Degree in College and already studying in the law school I always have time to fish even my schedule is so hectic that I have to read thousands of pages in my law books.
When I was second year in law school I broke up with my girlfriend and it affected me that much that I regretfully dropped out some of my minor law subjects. But I breathtakingly got over that break up because of fishing.
When I finally got my LLB and failed the bar exam I joined my parents in migrating to Canada and I thought that would be the end of my fishing habit. But I befriended Kuya Romie Millares who's also a fishing aficionado and found myself fishing again in the middle of Canadian prairie lakes almost every weekend especially during summertime.
Now I have my 18 year old nephew joining me as a fishing buddy who loves fishing as much as I do. I still smile every time I remember how I prayed one day we went out fishing and he hooked his first fish of the season. My nerves seems like holding on to the fish as he spins his reel to remove the slacks of his line in order not to loose his fish again just like what'd happened in our previous fishing trip. I was more excited as he was when he finally landed his first Canadian Northern Pike out of the water. With big relief gave him a congratulation high five and took my phone out and gave him few shots.
I still remember the days back in the Philippines when I was a kid and always arguing with my mom every time I go out fishing. And even now that I'm already old and mature enough to decide on my own, she still questions my fishing hobby. "Why don't you just rest and stay at the house instead of going out fishing in the cold?" my mother would always murmur every time but I always tell her that fishing for me is not just my hobby but a way of life and a medium to attain peace of mind and relaxation. A type of rest to take away my stresses from work.
It's true, there's a peace of mind that fishing does to my body that my bed can’t provide. Even how tired I am if I go out fishing in the rivers or lakes my body feels relax and my stress will be gone in seconds. It must have been the enjoyment and the happiness I felt whenever I catch a fish that relaxes my body and brings me the peace of mind.
People always ask me why I love fishing that much. I always smile back at them and says not a single word because tell them your reason today and tomorrow they'd ask you again.
Someone who'd never held a fishing rod before is like a person who’d never experienced sex at all. By the way, fishing is like cigarette, it’s highly addictive.
Not to mention about the beautiful sceneries that only outdoorsmen like me see outside city limits away from the roars of the developing industries and the foul pollutions that unknowingly killing us little by little.
Now we are a month away from springtime, the most awaited time of the year for us fishermen and I can’t wait till I will be casting my stresses away again in the lakes and rivers of Alberta, Canada.
To my mom and family, please don’t blame me for this addictive hobby. Blame Tatang.
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Life's Bitter-Sweet Encouragement To Go On
That makes me so tired and weary
And often brings me closer to giving up
But looking back at all the things I've done and how I've been
Although I know they'd never good enough
To the unsatisfied eyes of those nasty spectators
Life's still at its best and fairness sweetly smiling at me.
Counting all the blessings I have
Starting with a loving and understanding family
Whom I've always been treated as they're baby
Friends that always raise a glass with me
A girl who always argues and fights with me (and fights for me, too)
A decent work that pays my bills
Not maybe the best in all the world
But Oh, these GRACES from Him push me to go along.
As the new year starts, and 2012 is about to end
Deep wishes comes out on every (sigh) breath I take
And solemn prayers on every move I make
That a glimpse of a better life would somehow be seen.
Queries to you Lord
I'd ask you plenty of questions
For these are the issues that bothered me so much
While living here on earth.
I'd ask you why you gave me only one heart that I can't love two souls at the same time?
Why the word infidel was ever known to man?
Why confusion ever existed?
Why religion divides people?
Why believing in you causes division to humankind?
Why they put faith in You to question?
Why misunderstanding triggers hate to every man?
Why hatred causes war?
Why hurt and pain cause tears to the eyes?
Why can't people live in peace and harmony?
And Why money is the the biggest thing in this world?
Pardon my words Lord but indeed my mind is so curious
That I can't leave this world without making a list of queries
That if I ever see you face to face
I may forget them because of the peace to my heart you bring.
One more thing Lord before I put down this pen
Why did you give me a curious mind to ask you these questions?
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
So long Winnipeg...
It must have been the change of the weather that change the mood. Temperature dropped to 20's saving me from the fiery experience of hot Manitoban temperature. Another must be the attachment I begun to initiate with those funny guys. But there's nothing more I can do but to say adios/adieu to them. So with teary eyes I said goodbye to them.
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Win in Winnipeg
With a sort of excitement and a little wave of scary feeling, I got board on a plane with my boss bound for Winnipeg, Manitoba.
Excited for it’s my first time heading this way and not to
mention about the pride that boosts me for being chosen from numerous good
employees from my company to travel with my boss and to provide a hand to our
company branch in Winnipeg.
Scary for the reason that I absolutely have no idea what kind of workers they got and what kind of working habit they have. Would they be so difficult to handle and mingle with or would they be so serious that will make our two weeks stay so boring and dry?
We were welcomed by the very warm greetings of Winnipeg weather, a climate so different from the place we get used to live with, Calgary, Alberta. Not so far different anyway from the Philippines, which is the place where I grew up because of its high humid environment. I murmured to myself that I’m going to love this place.
Expectations flipped otherwise by the time I got to know the guys we got to work with for even the very first time that I met them I already liked them a lot. Two Caucasian funny guys, a Spanish not-to- young-silent “abuelo” (Spanish for grandfather), and an almost-retiree fellow Filipino “lolo”. Bottomline is that I like them a lot and that would be an assurance that I’m going to enjoy my stay here.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Kalpasan Naunday a Tawen
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Limeriko para kenka Uliteg
1.
Lagidawek unay uliteg ti inpapetpetmo a dapo
Ken pinangperresmo lulonan toy ulo;
Ta gandatmo idi mayanakak kanu a tagibi
Ton dumakkelak naamonto kaniak lames ken babbai,
Ngem kitaem ita banag toy kaanakam a tarantado.
2.
No agpaypayso man ti inuugma a pammatim
Adda yamanko ngem adda met innak kenka panagalumiim
Ta apay ngamin a kastoy kalokoan nga inaramidmo?
Tatta siakon ti linipat da Tatang ken Nanangko.
Talekda kaniak isu pay ngatat’ maisublim?
3.
Uliteg saan laeng a dayta ti kenka pilawek
Ta pati arak siak ti sinuruam nga inwawek;
Kunam idi ubingak a saan a dakes ti uminom
Turongna la ketdi tiyan saan a dita ulom,
Ngem ita kitaem banagko ngipenkon ti natumek.
4.
Lipatenka koma metten nga uliteg
Ngem ay-ayatenka met a kas panagayatda kadaytoy lateg;
Ngem ala ammok saan pay naladaw ti amin,
Ngem tandaanam no rumuarto apokom ken ni kasinsin
Perres ken dapo isunto met aramidek.
*LIMERIKO wenno LIMERICK iti sarita nga Ingles ket maysa a kita ti daniw nga addaan iti lima linya a rukod a pinasikat ti mannurat wenno ilustrador a ni Edward Lear a nagbiag iti baetan ti tawen 1812 ken 1888. Agka-rhyme ti maudi a balikas ti dua nga umuna a linya, kasta met ti maikatlo ken maikapat, ken ti maudi a linya ket umarngi iti umuna ken maikadua wenno AABBA. Kangrunaan a panggep wenno tema daytoy a daniw ket makapakatawa wenno makapaisem. -[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Limerick_(poetry)]
Dios kenkat' kumuyog (pammakada ken panagyaman kenka grace)
Ket agsapri ti lua iti sagumaymay ti biagko
Gaput’ pannakawarwar tunggalit’ karinkari
Pinaglantip ayan-ayatta
A kasla idi awan patinggana.
Itan mapisangen ti belo
A nangsallukob nagmaymaysa a pusota
Mapugsat itan ti kuerdas
A namagsilpo kadagiti angesta
Nagkuykuyog a kimmalkalay-at iti alimpatok ti ayat.
Bay-anta ngarud a dagiti lua
Depdependan ti apoy
A nangted silaw ken bara
Kadagiti napnuan sipnget a rabii
A nagmaymaysata.
Itedko kenkan ti pammalubos
Tapno nawayakan nga agpasag iti sabali
Ket saanko ketdi a degdegan pay dagensenmo.
Ta no kasanot’ kinadugos nga iturong ti ayat
Ket kastat’ karigat met nga iwaksit’ maysa ken maysa.
Pagyamanak ti ayat ken dungngom
Nga uray puro apges ken saem ti inpapaayko
Ket puro ayat pay laeng ti inka insubsubad.
Tagikuaenka koma ngem ammok saankan a naragsak
Ta ammok awan karbengak tapno ipagelko kenka dayta a banag.
Diakto pulos malipatan awan kapadana nga ayatmo
Ket kail-iliwkonto unay dagiti napnuan ayat a kinatangsitmo.
Ikkannak ti kired ken tured (tapno umadayoak kenka grace)
Dagiti nabatbati a ragsak
Ket sagrapek lattat' saem
Itden limdo dagiti pasamak.
Diak ammo no kabaelak pay
Umaddang tapno rugiak manen ti magna
Ta agtigerger dagiti tumengko
Malmesak kadagiti agarimaya a lulua.
Wen, ta umapay latta ti apges
Tunggal rugiak ti umadayo
Lapunosenna agintutured a ragsak
Guyodennat' imatang tapno tumaliawak latta kenka.
Ana kad ti rumbeng nga aramidek?
Bay-ankan kunak ngem maruros met ti pasnek
Tunggal gay-atek ti umaddang ket agaruyot ti lua
Malmes ti tured tapno surotek ti yar-arasaas ti panunot.
Wen, ta inyegmo dagiti naririmat a bituen
A nangsilnag iti nasipnget a lubongko
Pinatibkernak ti ayat, dungngo ken pannaripatom
Pinabilegnak tapno yaddangko manen dagiti dapan.
Ita linikmutnakon ti kapoy ken buteng
Narukopen dagiti kired ken tured nga inyegmo.
Ta kinibinnak idi tapno duata ti umaddang
Ngem ita solokon ti umaddang tapno umadayo kenka.
Friday, October 22, 2010
Siak ken ti Baro nga Agsapa
Gagemko unay iti agawiden Claveria
Agsubli Oh, lugar a timmanuran ken nakayanakan
Ngem piman maikariak pay ngata nga agsubli kenka?
Ta ti kinapudnona saanen a siak daydi dati a siak.
Wen, kailiwko daydi dati a siak
Ngem saan a ti dati a kayatmo a pagbalinak
Ta saanen a siak daydi dati a siak
Ngem siakon ti nangmulian ti panawen kaniak.
Awatennak kadi a Claveria
Ta dagiti banbanag ket saanen a kas iti dati
Adun ti namalbaliwan ti amin
Nagluposen daydi dati a patanormo.
Kas iti kinaagdama, inton sumuno nga aldaw saanen nga ita
Ngem ketdi maysan a naglabas a kalman.
Baro nga agsapa ngem sabalin a bigat
Kas kaniak, saanakon a kas iti dati – daydi dati a siak ket paseten ti napalabasko.
Ti kinaagpayso ket saanen a siak daydi kayatmo a pagbalinak.
Ngem maawatmo kad’ pay ti kinasiasinok ita nga agdama?
Yester-ME
I always want to go back home
Home where I always long to be.
But I can’t take the usual me with me
For I am not anymore the man I used to be.
Yes, I miss the man I was that I used to be
But not the man I can’t be that they expect me to be.
I am not anymore the man who you wanted me to be
But I am now what time made me.
Please accept me for being me now
Because things weren’t like they were before anymore.
Just like today, it won’t anymore be today tomorrow
But it will be yesterday.
Tomorrow is another day but not the same as today.
Just like me, the usual me is not me anymore me – it’s yester-ME.
The truth is - I’m not anymore who you wanted me to be.
Can you still accept me for being me?
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Back to School
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
'Sexsomnia' made in Canada'
'Sexsomnia' made in CanadaPosted Tue, Jul 07, 2009
This week, Jan Luedecke the Toronto landscaper who was acquitted in 2005 for sexually assaulting a woman because he was sound asleep at the time of the assault, was scheduled to appear before a panel to determine if he should have any long-term restrictions on his freedom. Instead the panel ordered Luedecke undergo a 'full and complete risk assessment' before making their decision.
'Sexsomnia,' like insulin, five-pin bowling and the term 'cougar,' is a Canadian discovery. I first heard about it at a sexuality conference in Guelph several years ago when Dr. Paul Fedoroff, a forensic psychiatrist in Ottawa presented research suggesting that stress, chronic sleeplessness, or alcohol or drug abuse may lead a person to engage in sexual behaviour while sound asleep.
The research, which Fedoroff completed with co-researchers Dr. Colin Shapiro and Dr. Nik Trajanovic of the University of Toronto first appeared in 1996 in a paper called 'Sexsomnia - A New Parasomnia?' that was published in the Canadian Journal of Psychiatry in June 2003.
It was good timing for Luedecke as it was the wee hours of house party in July 2003 when a woman woke up on the couch to find Luedecke having sex with her. He was found not criminally responsible for the assault because he was asleep at the time He testified that he had been overworked, overstressed, sleep-deprived, taken magic mushrooms and knocked back a whole bunch of booze, pretty much in line with Fedoroff et al's definition of 'sexsomnia.'
As bizarre as this all sounds, Luedecke's case is not the first.
In December of 2005, a British man was cleared of three counts of rape because he suffered 'sexsomnia' and wasn't conscious during the act. In August of 2007, a British mechanic was cleared of a rape charge after the jury found him not responsible for his actions when he had sex with a 15-year-old girl while asleep. And it's not just a guy thing. In 2004, an Australian woman was reportedly leaving her house at night and having sex with strangers while sleepwalking.
Any type of sleepwalking is rare, occurring in about 3% of children and young adolescents, and 0.5% of adults. According to research, 4% of adults who suffer from the condition carry out sexual behavior.
Luedecke's assessment, to be carried out at Centre for Addiction and Mental Health in Toronto, will be completed by Aug. 28. Based on this, the panel can then decide whether or not he should be committed to hospital, or to place certain conditions on his release such as refraining from drug or alcohol use.
What do you think? Do you thing 'sexsomnia' is a legitimate defense against sexual assault?
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Calgary Stampede 2009 Memories
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Lilydale's Lucky 9
Exhibit 1-A: Lucky 9's drinking Kokanee Beer, the smooth Canadian Blend Rocky Mountain Beer.
We sing...we dance...we laugh...we enjoy ourselves together until the night is over. When we're together we become careless...we fly...we don't care...we have no worries at all...we forget everything...we forget about work. And this is our own way of relaxing ourselves from the bondage of work's stress. This is our own unique way of escaping from the real world. And when we are TOGETHER...when we are in our own world...we find HOME...we become FAMILY.
Exhibit 1-B: Lucky 9's dancing time.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Ottawa: A Visit to Canada's Seat of Government
Together with my sister we went through a guided tour inside the Parliament Building where you can find the Chamber/Halls for the House of Commons and the House of Senate.
Canada's Government follows the so-called Bicameral System of Government consisting the "lower house" or the "House of Commons" and the "upper house" or the "Senate". According to the Ms. Meredith (tour guide), the lower house or the House of Commons has 308 seats representing the people from entire nation, while, the Senate got a total of 105 members appointed by the Governor General on the advice of the Prime Minister.
Members of the lower house/commons were democratically elected body and they have limited term of holding their public office up to five years. Each member represents one electoral district of Canada or so-called "ridings".
Canada's House of Senate's Member came from all walks of life. A member might be a Hockey player, an artists, a teacher, etc. Previously, once they become a senator they remain as a member of the Senate until they die, but, the new rule as of now is that they remain as a senator until they retire at the age of 75.
[The Chamber/Hall for the House of Commons. Notice and compare the Chamber of Commons to the Senate, Commons got a green benches while the Senate Chamber got a red benches.]
[The Chamber/hall for the House of Senate in red benches.]
To be continued.....
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Aegis and Andrew E. Live Concert in Calgary!
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